Went Missing

This lack of something
That eats me inside.
Is it lust, Is it Love?
Just know I can't hide.

One day I'm OK
The next I'm depressed,
This I never guessed,
So I can only pray

This need to love
N' be loved in return
Is burning like hell
When I just can't burn.

I want to feel trapped
Like I used to be,
But I feel like a blind
Who can barely see
The trap that is
Right in front of me.

I want to get caught
N' be jailed in your heart
So this lack of something
Could just fall apart.